Fear

To begin a new chapter is frightening. It haunts me . Like a child scared of a boogie man.
The previous wound hasn't healed yet, but  I try not to look at it. Like the dried blood , but there is excruciating pain .
I want to begin a story with you. A new story. Not a fairytale. A tale.
I want to be bold with you. I want to loose the layers and be naked. Judge me if you need to! I won't care.
I beg you to be honest with me. Be real.

Let me be your only choice. Hold me tight.
Don't make me feel like an ashtray!
If you do, I shall be hollow. Encore! And the starry sky would be smoky!

To begin again is frightening!

Comments

  1. tjboi10 July 2019 at 17:49

    Breathe, breathe in the air,
    Don't be afraid to care..

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